Stam-mer

Have you ever felt like you are being kicked repeatedly and you really don’t care about it.

 Like the pain is a part of you and if it stops you feel like something missing in life,

That’s how I feel every waking hour not knowing how to stop the pain and not wanting the pain to stop either yet I feel it and yet I don’t resist.

Keep wondering what I need to do to get out of my current preoccupation.  Its like in an instant my thoughts range from a renegade freedom fighter to an imperialist scorning mankind for its lack of creativity.

Sometimes I feel like I am the last of my kind and sometimes I feel like I am just one among the crowd unable to stand out unable to get recognised.

This is my story , this is my stammer through life !!