Never thought a salesboy wud need to "Excel" so much

Here I go again I promised myself I wouldn't look at you today
It's been seven days and counting
And you still look exactly the same
It's just that every thing I do
Over billion cells keep changing
Like vlookups are my memories of love
Steel and granite reminders
The city's sales in your name and I can't move on

Ever since you've shown up
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
the numbers have another name
To your rows
To your columns now
To your rows
The rows and columns are after me

Am I all alone in the universe?
There's no love on these sheets
I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway
So this is my new kingdom
It's funny
I don't remember being chained
But nothing seems to make sense anymore
Without you I'm always twenty days late

Ever since you've shown up
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
the numbers have another name
To your rows
To your columns now
To your rows
The rows and columns are after me

And time goes by so slowly
The nights are cold and lonely
I shouldn't be holding on
But I'm still looking for new formulae to put onto you

Here I go again
I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
But I'm still clicking the save button at your doorway
I'm trying to close this file but I can't move on