Its been a long time since I have felt so desperate and helpless. Powerless and incapable of any affirmative action. Every situation feels like a lost cause and every action feels like one in the wrong direction.
But I will not give up I will not go back for I am a veteran at the psychic war. I go about waging battles every waking moment . Living on presumptions and hunches which I so firmly believe in that they have now become a manifestation of truth for me. There is no fear there is no loss only an end less journey of mind against fact . The world is out to prove me wrong , to hurt me where it pains the most but I shall not give up I will never surrender . For the battle is now a part of me . it defines me .
Keep telling myself all is not lost , there has to be a way out of this mess , there is light at the end of the tunnel and I keep trudging along .Often I am faced by stiff opposition. Reading my mind and undermining my every move. The effort is excruciating the pain is intolerable yet I lumber along as I know no other way .
For it is always the darkest before dawn.
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